First blog..

I saw an email floating around the inbox where a CEO wanted to chat with employee and internal communication team was creating the buzz inside rooms. I said " what on earth has forced them to buzz so much for such a small event. And even if they don't do that buzz.. employee will anyway wont leave a chance to express themselves.

So by curiosity I joined the chat session and went through the sober questions. Alas, all my efforts got fustigated and all I could see were easy questions for a CEO. I make a promise to myself that I will put forth a tough question for him and said, " dear sir, M&M has been innovative in strategizing on acquisitions and mergers side. Is there any mechanism in place who directs and guides this strategy something like TAS for Tata group?" and I waited for 20 mins for response. Alas, they did not post this question and filtered.

In retrospect , I was wondering if CEO is really shown the correct status of his business by mgt team ? what if he gets only prejudiced view by him team.. will he be able to make a mark in market ?

 

its 6 37 PM, CST. Time to exercise a little bit because I see all boys of St louis very fit and i feel ashamed. I started off with a hope that i will feel the satisfaction that i did exercise . Saw a black girl and her boyfrnd exercising . I looked at the TV . It was the outdoor channel . TV hosts were discussing about beach etiquettes. That was really intriguing.I started on mill. The beach model showed BIKINI clad gals. I could not take my eyes off the screen.Suddenly the screen flashed a girl with tattoo on her buttocks . The tatto was like two wings converging -- behind the bikini. The TV model exclaimed " We exactly know where the two ends are converging ". the girl started asking tht boy if he likes tatto. He asked" do u want me to have tatto?"
Girl: Yeh , it looks good..
boy: y dont u have one.. say on u r stomach.. what say?
girl: nah.. i dont like it.. but looks good on boys..
boy: I dont like spoiling my skin ...

Girl got furious left the gym.. Boy followed her..

funny.. conversation.. But look at the thiking of both of them. Everyone wants other to have it but oneself. That a strange human nature..

amelioration..

life is like 5 +2 days in STL( st louis, MO).
5 days you work.. that too boring. no motivation...
2 days you kill time doing all pass time.. and preparing for next 5 days..
is this life...
read my classmates blog and i agree he writes well. I will keep track of his post and read it thru.. so plan for next week is - watch movies like-

• golden compass
• the bad sleep well
• gaslight.

can i read 50 pages in 2 days.. lets check how it kicks off i might regain my earlier passion of reading.. books...
i am becoming bolder when it comes to gals.. but it is not going to take me anywhere.. or is it..

life takes a new turn..

I moved to St. louis coz my earlier boss is fed up with me and i got new pig to start over..
Although this new profile is hurting my career i decided to take it. Money is my first priority now.
Since last 19th i am in USA. The so called most dreadful country in the world. Obviously, first attraction being different culture. Americans are very conservative which is exactly opposite to what is being portrayed in hollywood movies. So far so good. i will start writing about my explorations in this country..

blogs title

Everytime i try to post something here.. the title of my blog bothers me.. there has to be better title..cause ripple's dies out.. i dont want that to happen with my posts..

Till that time.. let it be...
Last to last week i visited a small hill station near my place -called as " Mahabaleshwar"
To name few differentiating factors for this trip are-

• my first long bike trip..
• First time i crossed 80 mark on my speedometer
• 2nd outing with my friends in 2 yrs..

And my goodness it was wonderful experience..The bike is super.. it did not trouble a little .. even on Ghat roads.. once again my decision to buy Bajaj pulsar150 is ok.

on personal front its going well..
but i still cant approach a girl and ask for a coffee .. will i be able to do that in this year..

In work life .. i have communicated my expectations to my senior.. hoping for worst.. he will not give me any money this time as well..

dead..

strange thigs happening in life.. all i do for whole day is .. nothing..
I wake up early morning.. brush my teeth... now tht has also become so dull tht i dont even care.. if my old teeth gets a good brush.. munch something so tht i shud say that i have had something in my ever rounded tummy..put on some descent dress.. and dont care if its ironed well... starts riding bike.. now i dont try to race and everything is slow without any agression..

enters office.. same swapping machine.. same people with animated smile on face.. same "good mroning".. do i ever bother to stop and talk more than just good morning.. no tht has also stopped..same desk,,, same mailbox... same answeres to all queries and work..

end of day.. boss does not bother to ask wht have i done.. little do i care about my learning.. life is slow.. pale.. routine... boring...

my thinking also has stopped.. my creativity..oh was i really creative.. i do remember my all frnd used to say about me .. whts going on...
Question is whts going onn....
why why why....

start..start..

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plenty of space to write.. life is emply.. plain.. white ..pure.. calm.. peace.. anything can be written.. anything can be done.. anybody can enter..anybody can go.. life is open.. free.. life is beautifulll.....